the finale

stability or excitement?

or maybe not anyone of them..

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i’m going crazy again.

the pain is here again.

i never thought or knew that you could be this heartless to me.

maybe i should just die.

ah yes,

i think i should.

each time you make me fall badly without catching me,

i stand up stronger than before.

but each time it comes to you,

my defenses all fall and crumble,

making me wanting to be in your arms so much.

no more next time..

You made my birthday an unforgettable one.

Thank you so much my dearest old man so doing so much for me..

I’ll never forget you..

Because afterall, you’re the one i love and no matter who, they just can’t replace your place in my heart even if i moved on.

Thanks to Chanel for being there when i needed you so much.

And Thanks to the NUM Boys who accompanied me just to sing a birthday song for me even though they are damn tired after work.

 And lastly, Thanks to those who remembered!!!

oohh
I’m not missing you

Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go
Hurt again ’cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be
He just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle why didn’t I keep it
‘Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating
The fooling around
But I’m not missing you

[chorus:]
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and a hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I’ve got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

It’s a shame in a way
‘Cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him
Is he right in front of my face (Oh)
Will my true love ever be
Why would I go on a search again when I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me

I made a promise never to settle why didn’t I keep it (Keep it)
‘Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating
The fooling around
But I’m not missing you

[chorus:]
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and a hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I’ve got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

[chorus:]
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (no)
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I’ve got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

[bridge:]
No I can’t be with you ’cause I’m scared
Felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed and the person I could be
Love’s good when it’s right
Bad when it’s left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else’s life

But I’m not missing you

[chorus:]
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (nah)
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because I’ve got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go
(I used to hate it oh)
Different
(See the distance)
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

I’m not going through emotions
(Yeah yeah yeah)
Waiting and hoping you call me
(Knocking at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (It’s the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you go (No no no no)
Different
Feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you

You
Ooh
Oh
I’m not missing you
No baby
I’m not missing you

used.

not gonna eleborate much.

i shouldn’t act strong when i’m not..

A good cry

and a good hug.

I’m breaking down soon.